December 2010
Sick, tired, worthless.
I am so behind. I’ve managed to fuck my future up. Too many pills. I don’t even. Everyone saw me like that. I’ve lost it all. I don’t deserve anyone at all. I am human garbage. Why do I even bother?
I'm out of my head with longing.
I didn’t think it was possible for me to miss somebody so much. All I want right now is to hear your voice. How did I slip and let myself care this much this quickly? Too much green tea and too little sleep is making me rather loopy.
Somebody help me.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE...
On New Years Eve, I want you to kiss me at 11:59...
This. Although I don’t know if I’ll even be in the same state as him that night.